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Name: PatRicia
Birthday: 2/9/1985
Gender: Female
Interests: eating and laughing
and petting your pet
.......i love to sing, dance, sing.....
im the next american idol! :D
Expertise: making you happy :)
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Occupation: Retired
Industry: Entertainment
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Member Since:
8/19/2002
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| I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here
So if you're asking me
I want you to know
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you
So if you're asking me
I want you to know
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
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i'll always remember our memories... | | |
| Dear All,
I know I havent been here in at least a year.....I know a lot of people who deleted their xangas, got fed up w/ it or just outgrew it and simply decided to get rid of it...Well...I feel like by keeping this journal, I will at least have some memories saved in WORDS. Maybe later on in life I can look through it and reminisce the times that I have once lived but may have long forgotten.
Anyhow, this entrys not about that though, this entry is about the title I came up w/: Misery doesn't always love company.
Well, today I was walking my new dog Chloe (a beagle mix puppy ive adopted about 3-4 months ago) and started thinking about how I had a bad day...you know the deal...work was crazy, money is short, got into a fight w/ mom and friends, got a swollen and bloody lip from my puppy when she accidentally buttheaded me.....and the list goes on. So i came home, greeted Samba (my cat of 2 yrs), then went straight to the backyard to say hi to Chloe...As most of you know, animals have this sixth sense that they know human's moods. When youre happy, theyre happy with you, when youre sad, theyre with you all the way too... In this case, i felt as if my puppy knew had a bad day and started wagging her tail and licking my face as a gesture to cheeer me up...she climbed onto my lap and even though i was not in the mood to play w/ her, i could not help but to accompany her happiness...even if it was just for a little bit. So i decided to take her out for a walk. I thought to myself, maybe if my pup takes a walk w/ me, I will feel better about the not so good things about my life, I thought shes just a puppy, she can be miserable w/ me while i vent out my sadness......but I was all wrong...Looking at her run out of the house and seeing her eyes lit up when she saw the grass by the sidewalk, looking at her skip through the streets as if there was not a single worry in her life, it made me feel so much better about my problems. I know a lot of people feel as taking their dog out for a walk is a chore...but to me, taking my dog out is a simple gesture to show them that you love them, that you care about their happiness. I might be tired and worn out from work, my problems and all...but in the end, when you are responsible for a life and you care about them, you don't see it as a chore anymore..So I walked her for an hour, I let her smell whatever she was smelling, and even if i wanted to pull her away, i stayed and waited for her to finish...instead of wanting her to accompany my misery, i accompanied her happines...and that made me feel 10000 times better about myself.. When you help others, you're helping yourself. When you give, you receive. And so forth...
I hope many of you also do realize the little/simple things in life that can help you cope w/ the many stress in life..Today in this life, in this world...its not just about you....today youre living in a world full of people and animals full of life...just trying to get by like you...when you see the world as one, then you'll live a fuller, more meaningful life that you never thought could exist.
hope everyones doing well n taking care.
-Pat
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let it go,
let it roll right off your shoulder
don't you know
the hardest part is over
let it in,
let your clarity define you
in the end
we will only just remember how it feels
our lives are made
in these small hours
these little wonders,
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away,
but these small hours,
these small hours still remain
let it slide,
let your troubles fall behind you
let it shine
until you feel it all around you
and i don't mind
if it's me you need to turn to
we?ll get by,
it's the heart that really matters in the end
our lives are made
in these small hours
these little wonders,
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away,
but these small hours,
these small hours still remain
all of my regret
will wash away some how
but i can not forget
the way i feel right now
in these small hours
these little wonders
these twists & turns of fate
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away but these small hours
these small hours, still remain,
still remain
these little wonders
these twists & turns of fate
time falls away
but these small hours
these little wonders still remain
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| As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.
We were drawn from the weeds
We were brave like soldiers
Falling down under the pale moonlight
You were holding to me
Like a someone broken
And I couldn't tell you but I'm telling you now
Just let me hold you while you're falling apart
Just let me hold you so we both fall down
Fall on me
Tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you forever in me
Ever the same
We would stand in the wind
We were free like water
Flowing down
Under the warmth of the sun
Now it's cold and we're scared
And we've both been shaken
Look at us
Man, this doesn't need to be the end
Just let me hold you while you're falling apart
Just let me hold you so we both fall down
Fall on me tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you
Forever in me
Ever the same
Call on me
I'll be there for you and you'll be there for me
Forever it's you
Forever in me
Ever the same
You may need me there
To carry all your weight
But you're no burden I assure
You tide me over
With a warmth I'll not forget
But I can only give you love | | |
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After a while, you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul,
You learn that love doesn’t mean leaning and company doesn’t mean security,
You begin to learn that kisses aren’t contracts and presents aren’t promises,
You begin to accept your defeats with the grace of a woman, not the grief of a child,
You learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow’s ground is too uncertain for plans,
You find that futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight,
And after a while, you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much.
So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul,
Instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers
You learn that you really can endure… that you really are stronger than the past
And you really do have worth and you learn and learn…
With every goodbye, you learn. | | |
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